All the LOVE You Have to Give - Give it to Yourself


My whole life I was always pleasing others, serving others, and making others feel good & loved.  I didn't mind, I was conditioned to just not mind.  Conditioned to just be a "good girl."  Do right by people, and assumed they'd love me back the same way. 

Feeling like I have an abundant amount of love to give, just in hopes to be loved the same way back! 

I was doing it all wrong, I was giving and pouring myself out my whole life into the wrong people.  

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